So, I think people know that I am not one for New Year's resolutions. I mean if it ain't broke, don't fix it right? And it is almost February so I would be a little behind to make one at this point. To keep myself from being tardy, I won't make a resolution. I will instead add a new facet to my lifestyle to improve upon this 12 month cycle. I want to reconnect with many of my old friends from high school and college. I find it amazing the length of time that has passed since the last time I've had contact with people who I used to speak to on a daily basis. (And yeah, I know I've really just made a New Year's resolution...assholes)How do people drift in and out of our lives so easily? What factors determine whether you will ever talk to a close friend again? It's fascinating to me. I have some friends who I know will always be a part of my life now whether I like it or not. Yet there are people I felt extremely close to who I haven't seen or even spoken to in years. I miss the connections and experiences I had with some of these people. I find I blame myself for the, shall I say "falling out." I didn't call enough, I didn't try enough, or something (Just a note: my mother is the exact opposite and is never at fault when friendships strain, maybe she isn't as Jew-ish as I am).
Regardless I will make an attempt to regain some contact with many of my old friends. You've been warned.


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